an understanding

if i seem distant, it's not because i am in the physical sense, but because my business partner is leaving today and will be gone for about three weeks. he deals mostly with our customers, doing quotes and correspondence, which means i will be spending much more time at the computer than i will in the shop. and i need to discipline myself regarding work, blog hopping, posting and gratuitous nudity. i don't really like dealing with customers, although it is something i need to learn to get used to, as i am expecting my partner to retire before too long. there are several changes i would make to the way things are done here and it would be so much simpler to implement those changes if i didn't have to convince him that we are in a new millennium.... change is good, but it fucks with my head sometimes. which is most likely the reason i had been unable to get a nut for three days. three fucking days. i'm spoiled, have been for some time. and yeah, it is all what you're used to. joe and i love sex, we crave it, we are admittedly obsessed with it. it is one of the reasons we are together. we keep up with each other, physically. we don't take each other's shortcummings personally. and we know how to mind fuck one another. that was a learning process for me, but it didn't take me long to figure it out. sometimes our fucking is purely a physical release for one or both of us. i can use him as well as he uses me. sometimes we can make love for hours, fully dressed without any more contact than a whispered breath. so, here i was, all pent up. fuck. joe looking at me funny. me assuring him that it's just me, just temporary... fuck. it's frustrating and that doesn't help. ever feel like a watched pot? a watched pot just simmering for days and every time you lift the lid, just a little bit, just to check... last night we went out drinking a bit. him a bit more than me. i drive so i keep a close check on myself. even a little, drinking doesn't help my perpetual horniness. we shot pool in the bar, one handed, i was sharp as a razor. readily beating men that six months ago wouldn't have given me a second thought. by the time we got home, which was, on my part, purposely early, i was in a cocky mood. i took joe by the front of his shirt, told him i needed to him take out his teeth, get on his knees and lick me 'til i came. don't put a drunk man on his knees and ask him to lean his head back, unless you are prepared to hold him up. it's not pretty. "what are you going to do if i pass out on you?" get out my big purple dick and fuck myself raw "god damn baby, i wanna watch that, that just might get my dick hard. you get started, i gotta go take a piss..." i started, without him, lubed up the big dick, slid it inside me, turned the vibrator on low, laid there and waited for him to come back... and waited... low hum coming from my loins...and waited... he finally stumbled back to the bedroom and fell into the bed, put his arm over my chest and closed his eyes. you fucker. are you going to go to sleep while i've got this dildo hanging outta me? "hmmmm? not if i can help it." he lent me a hand, but the alcohol got the best of him and he finally passed out on me. oh well. i expected as much, really, and turned off the vibrator, leaving it inside of me and laid there for a while with his head on my chest. it was quiet in the house. joe's soft snores, my pussy throbbing so bad i swear i could hear it. i need to get a nut... it took me a long time, but i'm nothing if not persistent. flipping the switch from high to low, fast and slow, stopping and starting, a little more lube... damn it. cleansing breath, in through the nose and out through the mouth, relax honey... finally, me and deep purple came to an understanding, my arm around joe's neck, his head still on my chest. he must have sensed something unconsciously, he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer. i almost went to sleep with my purple boyfriend still inside me. i woke up this morning with my husband inside me. he gets ornery when he has a bit of a hanger... "did you get a nut last night?" yeah, i did. "good. get ready to get another..." and yeah, i did.