a solicited sex post

we lay together chest to chest, his hand tracing my spine and the curve of my ass, his lips brushing my face. dreamy, feeling the effects of the hash and skin, bare flesh to bare flesh. his breath, his soft words and moans, i feel them more that hear them, the gentle vibration of them echoing back to him through my body. i slide my leg up and bury my thigh in the heat of him, his balls loose and warm, he hooks his foot up under mine and pulls my leg tighter to him as i feel him press himself to me. "god damn baby" he squeezes my ass and pulls my thong up my back, the black silky fabric of it buried in my folds. i feel the heat building in me, my wetness, my clit starting to throb... my mind floats there as he pulls the thong tighter, the pressure of it, the throbbing increases as he slides his leg between mine. i reach back behind me and grab his knee as i gently rock my hips and press my clit to his thigh, oh yeah... "use me baby" mmmm time slows down or speeds up, i'm not sure which, all i think about is his thigh there, my wetness soaking thru the silk and onto his skin, my need increasing but savoring the friction there. his soft words, they reach into me "use me baby. feels so good doesn't it baby. use me, harder baby" i look into his eyes as i rock against him, harder, grinding my clit into his leg, harder, jesus christ, i feel myself wanting to cum as he pulls his leg away and rolls me onto my back. i move to slip off my panties, ready to have him fuck me, "no. leave them on. feel how wet you are" as he caresses me through the silk, he takes my hand and guides it to my pussy. i slip my hand under the silk, he pulls it back out, "no, not yet, finger yourself through your panties, rub your clit..." i follow his instructions, he knows me, sometimes i think he knows me better than i know myself, and he only has to tell me, i'll do whatever he wants. and he knows it. he slides down the bed, his face hovering over my pussy as i rub my clit with one finger. "i love to watch you, love the way your hips move, the way your hand moves." i need to touch myself, need the feeling of my own flesh and slip my hand into my panties again, only to have him stop me again. "not yet, baby, not yet." god damn... he kisses my thigh, as i finger my clit through my soaking panties, "i love the smell of you, you're so wet." "slip your finger in the side of your panties, slide one finger inside your pussy," i do what he tells me. i do it for him, as he watches, his face inches from my pussy. and i do it for myself. slowly, although it's not what i think i want, but he knows me... "feels nice, yeah baby?" he pulls my hand to his face and sucks the wet off my fingers, "sweet juice, mmm" "two fingers now baby" two fingers now... damn, i can't get them deep enough, fuck me baby "not yet baby, i want to see you cum first, i want to fuck you wet" i reach down with my other hand and rub my clit while my fingers reach inside me, but not nearly enough. i feel his hot breath on my leg and i curse him, you fucker... "that's right baby, you ain't getting it yet, cum for me, cum for me..." i know he means it, i know he won't fuck me until after i cum, and it's all i can think about. him fucking me, him inside me. i'm getting more frustrated, his face there, his breath. what if i don't cum? god damn him... then i get that feeling in my gut, that buzzing tenseness, the tingle in my thighs, the feeling that comes just before, and now i want to make that last longer, deprive him of what he wants even though i want it too. he watches me as i cum, as my legs straighten and my hands slow, then he grabs my hips, rolls me over quickly and hoists my ass into the air, "fuck yeah baby, that's what i wanted," i moan as he slams his cock into me and i cum all over again...